urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:driver_of_hands kyle(SOUNDWAVE! JAM THAT TRANSMISSION!!) kyle(SOUNDWAVE! JAM THAT TRANSMISSION!!) 2009-12-03T00:11:16Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:driver_of_hands:12475 2009-12-03T00:11:16Z 2009-12-03T00:11:16Z but its not getting better. its getting worse. everytime i hear certain songs. i dont know what to do. ive never been this depressed in my entire life. ever. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:driver_of_hands:12245 2009-09-26T02:10:08Z 2009-09-26T02:10:08Z best coast vero and jason to jasons parents tonight. i was gonna stay the weekend but i couldnt be around all the arguing. jason was just wasted being a dick to everyone and vero was screaming back. no es freo man, not cool. aint doing that shit. i dont wanna be there, i dont wanna be at home, i dont wanna be at IH, my sisters is ok. <br /><br />i'm sick of being around everyone yelling drunk at my house,&nbsp;the&nbsp;only place i've ever really&nbsp;been extremely&nbsp;comfortable at isnt just a drive away anymore, &nbsp;the only person that completely made me feel relaxed and&nbsp;at&nbsp;home, the only person that&nbsp;never annoyed me or never made me angry in the slightest wont even talk to me anymore.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:driver_of_hands:12028 2009-09-24T23:47:23Z 2009-09-24T23:47:23Z 65daysofstatic not now, i feel like am about to throw up, i cant smoke, i cant even breathe when i'm detoxin, it makes me feel worse, i want to get over this shit, im just stting at my sisters cuz its worse at home urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:driver_of_hands:11739 2009-09-23T02:18:27Z 2009-09-23T02:21:48Z giant princess practicing in the next room been hanging with collin at IH lately cuz my pasadena friends suck. i used to hate it here for awhile but i feel really relaxed here now for some reason, maybe cuz its just few of us chillin in the afternoons after work talking shit to each other and smokin cigs and not 50 people gettin plastered and partyin. im glad we're not drinkin, well i'm glad I'M not drinking.<br /><br />im really tryin to quit the worst thing that ever happened to me again, this fucking tooth got me back on em but somethin tells me this time it's gonna be harder, or easier who tha fuck knows?<br /><br />i turn 25 next week.....fuck man, im old as dirt. not sure what imma do for it, if anything. more than anything i just want to spend it with my friends and the people that matter in my life. i mean i guess i should do somethin, after all i'm halfway to 50.<br /><br />fuck man, this is the longest week of my life<br type="_moz" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:driver_of_hands:11517 2009-09-20T21:30:48Z 2009-09-20T21:30:48Z grizzly bear i just want to completely erase the past 48 hours!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:driver_of_hands:11022 2009-09-20T21:19:06Z 2009-09-20T21:19:06Z Okay and Grizzly Bear i went to my grandmas birthday today with my sis and my mom. she's 89 years old.&nbsp;it was in a old folks home. it was fairly depressing in there seeing people so helpless. she knew who i was when we got there then 30 minutes later she looked and emily and said &quot;is that your brother?&quot; i always say im gonna visit her yet rarely do. makes me feel like an asshole.<br /><br />i love when halloween stuff starts popping up in stores, makes me feel better. my favorite time of year is right around the corner. i just want it to get cold outside so i can wear a sweater. i love it.<br /><br />i went out of town this weekend for the first time in a long time, prob since sxsw. i was really looking forward to it. i really needed to get away.&nbsp;it didnt turn out so well.<br /><br />i agreed to start writing music with mason for RIB, lord knows when it will happen though.&nbsp;i put it off for a long time but i really want to make music again, i finally feel inspired to. i dont want to make songs about home alone and cartoons like we did in blades. i finally have something real to say.<br /><br />its been a long time since i used this but i think im going to start using it again. lord knows, god, fuck,&nbsp;i dont even know anymore....... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:driver_of_hands:10741 2005-07-20T17:54:15Z 2005-07-20T17:54:15Z it is fun . and good. john you are going to the only one to read this aren't you?? possibly alex. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:driver_of_hands:10300 2005-06-29T16:31:51Z 2005-06-29T16:31:51Z been since november. nothing's changed. some things have, i guess. not much. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:driver_of_hands:10060 2004-11-10T03:45:59Z 2004-11-10T03:45:59Z Tilly and The Wall THE INCREDIBLES IS INCREDIBLE!!!!!!!!!!! seriously that movie rocks!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:driver_of_hands:9920 2004-10-01T17:26:05Z 2004-10-01T17:26:05Z Afghan Whigs--My Curse anyone who reads this should go to Ross's house and get dwon with us for my birthday!!!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:driver_of_hands:9707 2004-09-08T03:56:46Z 2004-09-16T16:34:59Z i am the world trade center--califonia dreaming 1.i love "i am the world trade center"<br />2.i love "berserk"<br />3.um... i'm getting a tattoo soon urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:driver_of_hands:9236 2004-07-17T01:03:58Z 2007-04-21T17:40:15Z every Polvo(on CD) but exploded drawing an a bunch of sonic youth and unsane for 5 bux each!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:driver_of_hands:9057 2004-06-11T16:59:25Z 2004-06-11T16:59:25Z sound of presidential theme coming form the other room they wasted so much fucking money on that shit it's insane! that guy from mary jane's died, can't we throw a big ass service for him? hell i'd front the moolah for ray charles before all the bullshit for ronald. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:driver_of_hands:8733 2004-06-05T02:04:16Z 2004-06-05T02:04:16Z Social Distortion i cried. the first time i've cried in awhile. kinda ironic cause good 'ol Jesse cried for the first time since his father died in that last issue. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:driver_of_hands:8511 2004-05-12T22:40:23Z 2004-05-13T00:38:59Z with Kim Gordon!! zing!<br /><br /><div class='ljparseerror'>[<b>Error:</b> Irreparable invalid markup ('&lt;img [...] gordon/&gt;') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.]<br /><br /><div style="width: 95%; overflow: auto">with Kim Gordon!! zing!<br /><br />&lt;img src=http://citypaper.net/mikecheck/sonic_youth/1.jpg alt=Kim Gordon/&gt;</div></div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:driver_of_hands:8365 2004-05-10T15:11:08Z 2004-05-10T15:11:08Z Camera Obscura--Under Achivers Please Try Harder 1.friends<br />2.parties<br />3.having my house all cleaned<br />4.Camera Obscura<br />4.video games<br />5.my job urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:driver_of_hands:8073 2004-05-09T16:39:57Z 2004-05-09T16:39:57Z throbbing in my head 1.the word "condasinding"<br />2.not knowing how to spell<br />3.cleaning house after the biggest party of the century while wasted at 3 AM<br />4.waking up at 10am and still cleaning house while still kinda fucked up. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:driver_of_hands:7512 2004-05-07T16:05:40Z 2004-05-07T16:06:15Z Camera Obscura--Under Achivers Please Try Harder this place is gonna be trashed come monday. fuck man! i've got this brand new box of lucky charms and there's like 12 marshmellows in the whole fucking box! shit man! what a rip-off!!<br /><br /><br />how do you spell marshmellows??? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:driver_of_hands:7212 2004-05-06T18:11:11Z 2004-05-06T18:11:11Z june of 44 "this is the greatest place on earth, interstate it, north and south..."<br /><br />well my mom's going out of town tommorow and not coming back till monday. jus-10's birthday party is goin to be this saturday night. i hope it doesn't get out of hand. i really just hope the cops don't get called. doubtful. 20 people max!! *fingers crossed*<br /><br />bobby can be so childish sometimes. but hey what can you expect.<br /><br /><br /><br />i'm getting really tired of all this bullshit. seriously.<br /><br />i pray for jus-10. long life and health. please.<br /><br /><br />"this is the greatest place on earth, interstate it, north and south..." urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:driver_of_hands:7160 2004-05-02T00:24:05Z 2004-05-02T00:24:05Z volta do mar!!! (thanks cliff...) i want mighty max on dvd, as well as gargolyes and x-men. i like debating movies with people, the warriors is cool! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:driver_of_hands:6442 2004-03-17T22:15:51Z 2004-03-17T22:15:51Z Sonic Youth--The Diamond Sea gonna be great urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:driver_of_hands:6064 2003-12-11T22:56:19Z 2006-11-19T22:33:41Z Rainer Maria--look now look again what's new in kyle's life today.<br /><br />1)well, Rainer Maria's been rocking my world lately. wowzers, a new really good band in my life, so what else is new? <br /><br />2)tomgilbert annoys me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:driver_of_hands:5499 2003-11-14T18:03:57Z 2003-11-14T18:03:57Z Built to Spill so i saw Mates of State last night, put that one on my top 10 shows ever list! mighty fine!!!!!<br /><br />Erik's having a par-tay tonight!!! kegs, bands, people, and hangover tommorow, which sucks cause i'm going to Renaissance Fest saturday. we're leaving here like at 9:30 or something. hour and 1/2 drive. chastity got 40 some odd tix through the magazine.<br /><br />me, emily, bobby, glenn, john, jacob, chas, leah, curtis, korah, mandy, aaron(i think both of 'em), aspen, and considering that's not even close to 40 probably a hell of a lot more that i've never even met and/or forgetting! shit, that's gonna be fun!!<br /><br />jus-10 will probably come over later today and play some Rebel Strike! he'd better!!<br /><br />note to self:get unsane hoodie back from that nigga glenn!<br />2nd not to self:i need a scanner, after seeing multiple other people's journal's i could really spruce this place up!<br />3rd note to self: erik has one, i shall steal it from him tonight! mu-hahaha<br />4th note to self:put rubber spider down Lisa's dress!heheehehe<br /><br /><br />"...here's my card."<br />"I don't need a card, i live in the room next to you."<br />"note: next year, order fewer cards." urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:driver_of_hands:5364 2003-11-13T01:26:17Z 2003-11-13T01:26:17Z June of '44--Four Great Points maybe it's that damn june of 44, but i like cold music. <br /><br />handdriver is dead. but hey, ross, fred, and I have the future to look forward to. <br /><br />I have the future to look to, i may not LOOK FORWARD to it, but it's there. absense makes the heart grow fonder, good thing i wasn't too fond already. and i don't mean handdriver urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:driver_of_hands:4821 2003-10-25T23:58:51Z 2005-06-29T16:45:53Z BRONWYN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so we opened for Bronwyn last night and it was awesome!!! i think... wait, i KNOW i was the only one in handdriver that truely apprieciated them. a great bunch of people that blew me away. i so wish i coud've talked to them more than i got a chance to. woozyhelmet was great too. high-larious, bobby came and laughed his ass off. needless to say, a great time was had by all.<br /><br />so i had this dream last night were i became great friends w/ Sleater-Kinney. first Carrie and then Corin, Janet was there but we didn't talk for some reason. they got me fired from my job(kinda, i was slackin') so i started playing keyboard a became the 4th member. possibly the greatest dream i've ever had!!! i think it was cuz subconciosly(sp?) i knew Bronwyn are friends w/ them.